I am particularly worried about going on dialysis because it will mean I can’t have any more chemo, which means I can’t fight the mesothelioma. Therefore the cancer will now take its course and will kill me, probably this year.
This is what I meant by 'the beginning of the end' in my previous blog. There is no other treatment available for mesothelioma.
I see my Oncologist on Friday 25th February and will talk to him about it, but the renal specialist says it is unlikely that I can have chemo.
I am still being very sick and it seems to be getting worse, I also have difficulty eating as I feel so nauseous, which means I am losing weight quite quickly.
I did say when I started this blog that it would be warts and all and I am sorry these last ones are not more positive, but it hard to be positive when everything is going against me.
Thursday 24 February 2011
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Ronny, my lovely friend, my heart goes out to you. I haven't given up on you honey. I can understand that you must be so depressed. I have everything crossed for you, you are one of the most courageous people I know not that that helps much.
Keep on keeping on, where there is life there is hope x x x
Ronnie:
I am so sorry to hear your sad news! I am at a loss for words!! I am sending positive vibes your way and hope that something else can be done. You have fought this disease valliantly and with determination. I cannot think of anyone who could have done more and with such a positive attitude. You will remain in my thoughts and prayers!!! Love and Hugs, Linda
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